u/Mendel_Pea_9078

Hello everyone

Before I start I want to explain my school system in my country,basically we do 7 big collage entrance exam on 700 marks and that's it,it determines our whole future

My problem is I have been studying since 2024 till now am heavily burn out and I have gained a lot of weight am good enough in the material to pass but not good enough to get into a good,I need advice on how to deal with burn out

it would be great if someone send me a chat so we can talk

P.s am 18f and its my second year in senior year

(I got a bad mark my first year cause I was burnt out and I broke my leg)

So Hi am 18f it's been a while since I came on this app but am in a horrible situation like rock bottom and I really need advice or just someone to talk to

Back story: I was a really smart student in high school like straight As for the first three years then senior year happened,where I live our marks so far(from Freshman to junior don't count) only you do one collage entrance exam and that determines your future forever and I decided I wanted to get into med early on in my teenage life,I hired tutors,bought lots of studying materials and dived in then slowly the exams were getting harder and harder and more drama from family and friends was coming into my life I listened to some people(who did not want the best for me but I didn't know at the time and trusted them) advices and I really messed up my own future and I decided to repeat the year to try again for the future but yet again I met a girl at first she was really nice and we had the same situation but yet again I let her affect my studies and discourage me from studies

Now I have around 40 days for the exams I already have studied the material before but this past week I've been crashing and I need just to lock in but it feels impossible I feel so utterly stupid for letting people manipulate me and play me

I really naively thought everyone was wishing the best for me in my life I didn't know they were jealous of such simple stuff I had in life

I just need someone to talk to maybe someone who has been in a similar situation to help me set a comeback study plan

Thanks for reading!