u/MelonCZ128

▲ 5 r/ftm

I consider myself ftm because I want to start taking testosterone, and I want top surgery. I like being called dude and other masculine terms. I don't mind he/him that much, but I prefer they/them. He/him doesn't cause me to have any negative feelings.

I just don't like the fact that I will have bottom growth, but I'm thinking about future nullification, so i don't see any huge problem there.

Look, I just want to be seen as a man or as someone who isn't a woman, I think that has to count in some way, right??

Do I belong in this community?? Can I share my experience here, or I don't count. (I'm trying to find any support I can because I am not doing well, mostly because of me not wanting this weird body with all the wrong parts).

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u/MelonCZ128 — 7 days ago

Mikkusu means mix in Japanese, so it's pretty self-explanatory, and it also sounds cute.

Atarashii means something new or fresh in Japanese. Maybe Haru or Legoshi would name them like that because they are something completely new, a new begging, a new life, a fresh start.

Remon is an easteregg to Meyer Lemon, a hybrid between lemon and mandarin. A symbolic name. I could see Haru naming them that because, as we know, she loves plants and seems to be very knowledgeable around flowers and herbs(at least how to care for them but i think she knows a lot more about them), so she could pick this name as a symbol of their hybrid nature.

Okamiusagi, it seems hard to pronounce at first, but when you say it two times, it glides on the tongue like a butter. It just means wolf rabbit. It's not as creative but still something. If they ended up with this name, their family would call them Okashi, Okashi is a Japanese sweet, so I find it kinda wholesome that they basically call them sweetie♡

Okamibuni, just a wolf bunny. It sounds kinda funny, so I'm throwing it here.

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u/MelonCZ128 — 12 days ago

I drew a portrait of Haru as frosty lilac! I used Kreska.Art mobile version. Hope you guys like it!

u/MelonCZ128 — 13 days ago