u/Melodic-Historian111

Sooo, I posted abt this bandii I like alot a few months backk and how do I ask her if she's into girls subtly. You guyss gave me great advicee and now I'm back to ask for moree advice(hehe sryy).
QUICK RECAP ABHI TAK- we officially introduced ourselves and like talked, we still randomly meet in hallways but always just look, smile at each other and leavee. We've talked a bit and I've seen her sneaking glances but I don't rlly know fss, but I want to take the chancee
And now FINALLYYY after gathering enough courage, I want to ask her for her insta ka id!! Howww do I do thatt?? Without making her feel weird or smthg cuz we aren't like close or anythggg, pleaseee helpp meee!!!!!
(Also I still don't know if she's into girlss 🥀🥀)

I get the memories, playing right in front of my eyes.

Just the same way they happened that day--

as if it were happening all over again.

I turn to scream, to call for help--

But I was in a room with shallow depth.

Nothing.

I heard back nothing,

but the silence spoke to me.

A little too loud,

but still not loud enough for others to hear the screams of my mind.

The screams my head replays--

about the day that did not leave my mouth.

But stayed anyway.

Lodged somewhere between my ribs and my throat,

with nowhere to go.

Who do I tell now?

The ones I told this to turned their backs—

leaving a hollow ground beneath my feet.

Hollow enough to open up

and swallow me as a whole, again.

Stuck here now, I wait,

to be buried in the ground.

For the soil to take over,

to decay me bone by bone,

If I have anything left to be decayed at all.

Now, I stay here.

In this pit,

with nothing but my screams-- to show that I was all alone.

And the screams still weren't loud enough.

This is one of my first poems. I think the ending feels abrupt and off, but I can't think of a better one. Any reviews or feedback to make it better is appreciated. Thank you guys for reading!