Im so envious..
I'm so envious of people who are healthy.
I envy people who don't feel anger, who can control their feelings and don't explode.
I envy those who haven't vomited from jealousy.
I envy those who have never been in a physical fight.
I envy those who have never had an addiction.
I envy those who can talk about how they feel without trembling or crying.
I envy those who aren't afraid of food and have a healthy relationship with it.
I envy those who don't have body dysmorphia.
I envy those who have the privilege of going to therapy.
I WANT TO BE NORMAL, I WANT TO BE HEALTHY.