u/Medium_Tension_9615

Honestly, I feel completely lost right now.

(CONTEXT: I'm really good in studies also was very serious at the starting of my prerp but later on especially in 12th, everything got fucked up!!)

My Jan attempt of JEE went really bad (9 marks, ~21 percentile), and the April attempt also didn’t go well at all. I was so underconfident that I only attempted around 12–13 questions in each shift, even though I’m telling people I attempted ~20. Reality is I got scared and blanked out.

The worst part is — I know why this happened. I wasted a lot of time. Like genuinely… reels, timepass, fake “studying” where I’d just sit with books but not actually focus. And now it’s hitting me all at once.

My boards didn’t go great either.

My parents have spent money, had expectations, trusted me… and I feel like I’ve completely let them down. That guilt is honestly eating me from inside. I keep thinking what if my percentile drops even more in this attempt… it just feels scary and embarrassing.

Now I have MHT CET on 19 April. About 8 days left.

I know this is kind of my last shot to at least get into a decent college through CET, but I’m still struggling to get into proper study mode. I keep slipping back into distractions and then hating myself for it. It’s like I’ve lost control over my own routine.

What makes it worse is seeing others doing well, moving ahead, and I feel like I’ve ruined my own chances because of my own actions.

I had plans — good college, new friends, travelling, etc etc… and right now it feels like everything is collapsing.
and i won't be able to get a good college

I don’t want sympathy. I just want real, honest advice:

• Is it still possible to turn things around in these 8 days for CET?
• How do I stop wasting time and actually stay consistent?
• And if things don’t go well… what are my options realistically?

I JUST NEED A GOOD COLLEGE AND WILL BE STUDYING WHOLE DAY FROM TMR, PLZ GUIDE ME WHAT CAN I DO AT THIS MOMENT SHOULD I CONSIDER DROP YEAR (WHICH I DONT WANT) OR WHAT CAN I REALLY DO PLZZZZ HELP ME 😖
i really want to study and a good college i also have inetersts in maths and physics but kuch distractions, procastinations ki wjh se mai barbaad ho gya..

Please be brutally honest. I think I need that right now.

Honestly, I feel completely lost right now.

(CONTEXT: I'm really good in studies also was very serious at the starting of my prerp but later on especially in 12th, everything got fucked up!!)

My Jan attempt of JEE went really bad (9 marks, ~21 percentile), and the April attempt also didn’t go well at all. I was so underconfident that I only attempted around 12–13 questions in each shift, even though I’m telling people I attempted ~20. Reality is I got scared and blanked out.

The worst part is — I know why this happened. I wasted a lot of time. Like genuinely… reels, timepass, fake “studying” where I’d just sit with books but not actually focus. And now it’s hitting me all at once.

My boards didn’t go great either.

My parents have spent money, had expectations, trusted me… and I feel like I’ve completely let them down. That guilt is honestly eating me from inside. I keep thinking what if my percentile drops even more in this attempt… it just feels scary and embarrassing.

Now I have MHT CET on 19 April. About 8 days left.

I know this is kind of my last shot to at least get into a decent college through CET, but I’m still struggling to get into proper study mode. I keep slipping back into distractions and then hating myself for it. It’s like I’ve lost control over my own routine.

What makes it worse is seeing others doing well, moving ahead, and I feel like I’ve ruined my own chances because of my own actions.

I had plans — good college, new friends, travelling, etc etc… and right now it feels like everything is collapsing.
and i won't be able to get a good college

I don’t want sympathy. I just want real, honest advice:

• Is it still possible to turn things around in these 8 days for CET?
• How do I stop wasting time and actually stay consistent?
• And if things don’t go well… what are my options realistically?

I JUST NEED A GOOD COLLEGE AND WILL BE STUDYING WHOLE DAY FROM TMR, PLZ GUIDE ME WHAT CAN I DO AT THIS MOMENT SHOULD I CONSIDER DROP YEAR (WHICH I DONT WANT) OR WHAT CAN I REALLY DO PLZZZZ HELP ME 😖
i really want to study and a good college i also have inetersts in maths and physics but kuch distractions, procastinations ki wjh se mai barbaad ho gya..

Please be brutally honest. I think I need that right now.

Honestly, I feel completely lost right now.

(CONTEXT: I'm really good in studies also was very serious at the starting of my prerp but later on especially in 12th, everything got fucked up!!)

My Jan attempt of JEE went really bad (9 marks, ~21 percentile), and the April attempt also didn’t go well at all. I was so underconfident that I only attempted around 12–13 questions in each shift, even though I’m telling people I attempted ~20. Reality is I got scared and blanked out.

The worst part is — I know why this happened. I wasted a lot of time. Like genuinely… reels, timepass, fake “studying” where I’d just sit with books but not actually focus. And now it’s hitting me all at once.

My boards didn’t go great either.

My parents have spent money, had expectations, trusted me… and I feel like I’ve completely let them down. That guilt is honestly eating me from inside. I keep thinking what if my percentile drops even more in this attempt… it just feels scary and embarrassing.

Now I have MHT CET on 19 April. About 8 days left.

I know this is kind of my last shot to at least get into a decent college through CET, but I’m still struggling to get into proper study mode. I keep slipping back into distractions and then hating myself for it. It’s like I’ve lost control over my own routine.

What makes it worse is seeing others doing well, moving ahead, and I feel like I’ve ruined my own chances because of my own actions.

I had plans — good college, new friends, travelling, etc etc… and right now it feels like everything is collapsing.
and i won't be able to get a good college

I don’t want sympathy. I just want real, honest advice:

• Is it still possible to turn things around in these 8 days for CET?
• How do I stop wasting time and actually stay consistent?
• And if things don’t go well… what are my options realistically?

I JUST NEED A GOOD COLLEGE AND WILL BE STUDYING WHOLE DAY FROM TMR, PLZ GUIDE ME WHAT CAN I DO AT THIS MOMENT SHOULD I CONSIDER DROP YEAR (WHICH I DONT WANT) OR WHAT CAN I REALLY DO PLZZZZ HELP ME 😖
i really want to study and a good college i also have inetersts in maths and physics but kuch distractions, procastinations ki wjh se mai barbaad ho gya..

Please be brutally honest. I think I need that right now.