u/MaterialEmpty390

When I fantasize, the only thing that I think about that actually gets me feeling something physically is the thought of myself doing things. in a way that’s pornographic, actual porn does nothing, the thought of being with men or with women does nothing, literally only the thought of myself doing dirty things to myself that I am generally not comfortable with or do. It live up to the fantasy if I even try to play with myself is not hide ways I think about it doesn’t feel as good as I think it would. Makes me feel like I’m a narcissist or something, but other I don’t have like a narcissist, just when I’m horny, imagine myself doing freaky things with toys or something is more arousing than imagining doing them either people??