u/MasterpieceUnited697

Ive (27 afab) had severe body dysphoria since i began ..i guess developing.., most of my hatred was focussed on my chest and ive been on a top surgery waitlist for about a year. i hate being biologically female and really anything to do with HAVING the biology on myself and honestly wish i were born different. what has me feeling invalid is my enjoyment of things that would be considered girly or cute. i wear light colors and cute patterns but i really wish i was born in another body, i know a lot (Not all) ftm guys hate any ties to feminine things and thats what has me stuck. the fact that i still enjoy things that are steriotypically feminine...would i still be agender in this case even if i wish i had a guy's body?