I’ve been diagnosed when I was 14 with ADD. I’m 25 now and pursuing a Master’s degree in college. I use Ritaline 30MG Modified Release and sometimes switch to 40MG Modified Release.
It does it thing making me extremely hyper focused, talkative, very horny, motivated and good.
So,I have my theory exam for my drivers license today in exactly 8h from now. I had a temporary license back when covid struck somewhere 2021 but it all went south and basically I have to re-do it again.
Anyway I studied the theory intensely. When I obtain my definitive license my mom’s SUV Nissan is mine as a gift.
I haven’t been using Ritaline in like 3-4 weeks. I started studying couple of weeks ago and made up my mind I would rather study the entire night and prepare myself perfectly and REFUSE TO FAIL for the second time.
If I would fail this for the 2nd time I gotta follow 12h of theory classes like a total goober. So no, I refuse to fail and do it my way, go very hard and push through it.
And i mean it, I used 120or 150mg yesterday (I know it’s not good) + black coffee and nicotine. I’ve been studying the whole day and night geeking but really locked in.
Hell I even took a break to play Forza 5 lmao. That’s how serious I take this shit.
It’s now 6am in the morning. I can’t sleep, don’t want to sleep, my brain simply refuses to sleep. I can be a bit stubborn but only during life changing events / character arc development. My ADHD literally is giving me powers. It wants me to succeed no matter the costs. No pain no gain lol. It is definitely not for everyone is my guess.
Basically this is one of those important life changing events for me where I seriously go hardcore to win even if I suffer temporarily (shoulder pain, cramps).
Do you guys ever experience such insane intense moments ? That you go hardcore like me ?
Wish me luck guys going go get out of bed in 1h.
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