u/MasterUniversePro

Like, when I eventually have a relationship with someone, I want it to be a woman. I am sexually attracted to woman, but for some reason not to men? At least in real life. I can be gay for a lot of different male characters in media, so I guess to put it in more simple terms, in real life I am straight but online toward fictional characters I am bisexual?
Is that weird? Am I weird?
I don't know if I just find actual real life guys gross or if I just don't like the thought of doing sexual related acts with real guys, but if they were like, fictional but also in real life I would be attracted to them? I don't know.
Has anyone else ever experienced this or is this just me?