TW : mentions of SA involving a minor
Few days ago when I was sleeping at night in the same room as my dad, idk what happened and me and him were all alone that night. When I woke up in the morning I had sore throat+ weird aftertaste (might be just my imagination) + VERY REAL LIKE ALMOST REAL MEMORIES OF SENSATIONS OF MY HANDS BEING PINNED DOWN AND my mouth being used.. my dad was behaving normally tho and I am so much confused if that was just a dream or did that actually happen and the memories and sensation are scary real
p.s I am 19yo, Both of my parents used to beat me everyday severely for random reasons when I was a child + later on my brother joined physically and emotionally absuing me if that helps, and later on when I was 12 he sexually assaulted me for few weeks when beating me, he uses to pin me and and grope and forcibly kiss few times, he's moved out now and I barely see him