u/MasterCamp546

I work at a dog daycare and I just came back to it after leaving because of how toxic it is. My fault I know but with the job market being absolute hell right now I felt like I had no other choice. Coming back people were fake nice and before when I was at this job I was quiet and didn’t want to talk cause people were rude as hell. Stealing my chair that was mine.. erasing chores I wanted to do when I was in another room.. telling me how to open and close doors like I’m stupid. But I come back everything seems fine I literally go out of my way to be talkative I talk to them for four hours as we watch dogs. I try to be completely different to see if me being quiet was the problem. I revert back to being quiet cause of this bs. One day this girl comes up to me and tells me not to worry about what this one girl said in the group chat about me. As I’ve said plenty of times I can’t get into the group chat cause my phone won’t work for some reason for me to join. Which honestly is bs because I think it’s cause someone is blocking me from being in the group chat so I don’t see that they shit talk about me. I’m like what do you mean she reads it out loud in front of the new girl. They got mad me and this other girl left early when we were told it was fine. Decided to talk shit in the work group chat and then another girl who doesn’t even work there anymore decides to say it’s not hard to do your fucking job. So I just give up at that point trying to be nice.. trying to be welcoming because no matter what I do it’s not enough. I always before I leave ask if anything else needs done. They of course always say no you are good to leave. When actually that could get me in trouble? I’m tired of people saying bad day? When I get back the weekend after finding that out. Or when I’m doing feeding for the dogs and this bitch coworker says hope it doesn’t stress you out in the most bitchiest tone. Or the girl that decided to talk shit when. I got mad at the dogs for literally fighting in front of my chair where I was sitting and she’s like watch out guys you don’t wanna make her mad. Or when I’m simply walking cause I don’t want to dogs to fight near me and I get questioned like I’m weird for walking when I just wanted away from the dogs or want to get my ten k steps in. Mind you all they do is sit on their phones on the pee stained fake grass. Sometimes they sleep and I’m judged… for what moving?? I feel so alone there and I don’t fit in.. one time I walked in and some girl that complained to the girl that talked shit was like don’t worry we aren’t talking about you. Like mind you I just walked in.. I don’t feel welcomed nobody says hi to me anymore.. everyone loves to talk about the drama in the group chat.. I’m just very sad and idk what to do.. I’m studying for a way better job but idk how to manage this one. I can’t talk to my boss cause he loves to fit in with them. He also laughed at a girl getting bit by a dog so. All dumb.