Drained !!
Covert narcissist’
Manipulated with sex and affection !
Always in the wrong !
Feel like a burden !
Never feel good enough !
2 children together ! ( they are my happiness )
I do so much daily to make her day easy with the children whilst I’m at work.. and it’s never respected/ appreciated !
10 years this year we’ve been together and I’m so attached and I can’t understand why..
I’ve almost never felt good enough, I slate my self daily and question why I can’t just fit it in with her way of life..
Am I in love with such a personality and if so then why ?
We have good times and we can’t connect well but they don’t weigh out the rejection or the negative times, I just feel so lost in transition.. I work and give all my attention to making my children’s life and my partners life’s easier.. I’ve lost who I am but maintain a stable father and partner.. yet my thoughts and feelings are so empty and meaningless I ignore them !
Is there anyone out there that feels this daily and if so please reach out to me 🙏 I must discuss certain situations to clarify my own insanity and insecurities !