For context, I'm a 23 year old currently in my 5th year of college studying Software Engineering. For the past two years I've felt like I've been living my life in autopilot, doing the same things over and over again without any rhyme or reason behind it. This has made my depression and anxiety worsen as time passes on to the point that I had to get admitted to a mental hospital for a week at the beginning of this year. This has made me rethink whether or not it would be best for me to change degrees into something I might enjoy more.
I personally have a deep passion for movies and video games and I really enjoy doing creative things like writing, drawing, creating games, editing videos, and participating in whatever film related activity there is at my college (mostly student short films). Those are the things that bring me most joy personally. I also like being a helping hand to other people whenever they need me as it makes me feel happy and useful whenever I make others feel better.
The reason why I entered as a Software Engineering student is I thought I could maybe marry my analytical side with my creative side and also I would be economically stable to pursue stuff like filmmaking and video game making as a hobby. But the more I had gotten into the degree, the more anxiety it has given me due to the unstable work market a lot of Software Engineers have been facing these past few years due to it being oversaturated and the boom of artificial intelligence. I always managed to convince to keep going and that it would eventually pay off but at this point, I feel like I'm at my breaking point in terms of my mental health as I'm genuinely not enjoying or finding meaning in what I'm doing.
I've been thinking to switching to either mechanical or electrical engineering due to being closely tied to the film industry in terms of production design but I'm unsure as I've only had surface level exposure to both degrees in the way of introductory courses in my curriculum. So yeah, that's where I'm at right now. This is the first time I've posted into this subreddit but I'm looking for genuine advice for those that are more experienced than me. Any suggestion would be appreciated. Thank you to anyone who takes a little bit of time of their day to read this post.