Just found out im gay...
I think im gay?
I created this account so my friends doesnt see this and im too afraid to come out to anyone i know.
Ive dated alot of girls and it was fun and all alot of break ups and crying but theres always someone who comforts me for that, My bestfriend kenneth, who is gay and comforts me everytime whenever i feel down or loses a match in volleyball, he was aways there for me and i appreciated that, I enjoyed holding him close every night and coming to his house everyday just to chat and game. We were friends since the start of highschool and now were in college together again.
One night he did something that made my heart flutter, I came home late, we had a small celebration because we won a volleyball match, He was watching TV and was wearing one of my oversized hoodies, i was pretty tired and asked him if we could sleep together, once in bed i buried myself on his chest and held him close, i felt safer more less tired when being with him, then.
He lifted my head and kissed my forehead, i stumbled back and ignored it, Ignored the one thing that made me lose my mind, i held him closer tighter, never said any words and went to sleep. I loved him. Maybe more than a friend?
I woke up, no one beside me and then im here creating an account about my situation.