For small context, I stumbled upon my favorite streamer playing the game and wanted to make an oc for it! She took a while to make, and I have yet to write a blurb on her like I do most of my oc’s, but I thought I’d share before my phone died. She doesn’t even have a name, so recommendations would be nice!
I hate when people try to make an ugly character and they don’t make them ugly at all!! When you make a character you have a clear idea of their personality, challenges, and looks (or you should have at least one) so when their personality is affected by their looks, and one of their challenges is their looks, THEN WHY ARE THEY BASICALLY JUST ANY OTHER CHARACTER BUT WITH EYEBAGS?! Okay, not always eyebags, but it’s always something very minor. Being ugly isn’t that! Give them pimples, give them a butt chin, give them traits the majority think are ugly, and that means MORE. THAN. ONE. Not to say I find those traits ugly myself or that they’re objectively ugly, but most people have an idea of an ugly person in their head when they’re told to think of one and they more often than not have those types of traits. But, most importantly, if you really want an ugly character, they should also be ugly personality wise. There’s no point in making an ugly appearance if their personality is flawless. Give them at least one problem with their personality, make them obsessed with something, or have anger issues, maybe even have them do something horrible. That’s what makes an ugly character, because at the end of the day, if your character is likable then it’s rare people will care about what they look like, but few want to be with someone who can’t control themselves.
MOST RARE PAIRS ARE LIKE OH HEHE THERES ONLY A FEW FANS AND A HANDFUL OF CONTENT HEHE BUT NO MY FUCKING RARE PAIR IS SO RARE THERE IS ONE FUCKING FANFIC FROM 2021 OF THEM ON AO3 AND I CANT HIND ANYTHING OF THEM ON TUMBLR
THERE IS SCRAPS OF CONTENT. AND WHEN I SAY ONE FIC I MEAN JUST ONE FIC, NOT EVEN ANY FICS OF THEM IN THE BACKGROUND OR AS A SUB PLOT, THERE IS ONE AND ONLY ONE IF THEM AND THEY ARE THE THE MAIN THING. THERES LIKE NO FAN CONTENT OR CANNON CONTENT IM DYING
I’ve had my death planned since I was 10. My depression has gotten better, but is still here. It’s not as bad as then, where I couldn’t so much as hold a sharp object without thinking about it going through my chest, but I’ve still thought about it. If I wanted to kill myself, I could. I have the whole day planned out for if I ever get there. Every day I wake up and ask myself why I haven’t done it yet, with no answer other than I’m scared to. If I could go to sleep and never wake up, then I’d be happy. And the worst part is that I can’t say anything to anyone. Mentioning it to my friends is met with a one word response, a weird look, or a hum. And mentioning it to my parents will at best be met with concern and no real action or, realistically, “I had it so much worse as a child and YOU’RE depressed?” I’m just so tired of living, but so scared of dying, that I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’ll do it in my 20’s when I come to terms with the fact nobody will love me, or maybe I won’t even make it to my 14th. We’ve got a few months until November, and the thought of possibly not waking up on that day is enough to make my heart ache less.