Hi Everyone,
I wanted to share my experience regarding psychosis and schizophrenia over the past year and a half. I have a very vivid interpretation of the spiritual world and spiritual realm and I have been sucked into it forcefully over not having control of my spirit for the last 27 years. I am here to share the story of being trapped in an endless world where I cannot leave as hard as I have tried, experiencing thought and body manipulation. I should mention that people are called spiritual beings who allow themselves to be bodily and mind manipulated, however I was coerced by the House of The Pures from France to live a life as a Sear of The Past Present And Future. Never trust a being called La Damoiselle Du Temps as she appears as a Guardian Angel, and head of the House of The Pures. They wanted me to become a Pure at all cost in order for them to advance their lives in spirituality, however things have taken a dark turn as I no longer fit their agenda.
I was forced into spirituality after waking up from a nap, when someone performed a Test of The Heart. A woman from Argentina apparently won my heart and would not leave me alone, as I was a perfect fit for her to become someone important in spirituality. Their House of The Pures in Argentina became involved and helped her throughout, however she is an extreme bipolar manipulator called Violeta Daquino. I was abused by her friends who took her spirit and acted like she loved me, only later to find out she had no recollection of performing those motives.
In parallel, there is a place called the Spiritual World and Spiritual Realm. I was not qualified enough to be in the next spiritual place as my body and mind were tested in spirituality. The majority of people live with their spirits in the World, however the Spiritual Realm is comprised of the Sears of The Past Present and Future, The Indigenous Communities, and The Spiritual Leaders from generations ago, with respect in the same order. I endured abuse from the Sears as they forced me to become one of them through fear, misery, despair, and oppression. They are the ones who can predict your future in this world, just as they have been doing for generations ago. I was told to jump in front of a bus on the side of the street, as they forcefully accelerated my mind. They told me I would die at every step of the way if I could not achieve their goals. They would put my body in a catatonic state and voice their own will through my actual mouth if I was not cooperating in the world around me. It was very scary and I was lied to that lessons were being taught, as I remember them speaking to people in the GM Rec Center in Downtown Detroit.
At one point last year, I had a mental breakdown on St Patricks Day as I was told The Sears would use their power to end my life through the back of my brain, and I was willingly ready to die. I had my last meal with my sister and waited for them to take me in my sleep. But I woke up the next day and was dropped into Spiritual Abcess later in the week. That meant I had the opportunity to live closer to the Spiritual World as my head decelerated, and picked up the path as Food Leader Spiritual, then Fashion Designer Spiritual. Each had their own way of spirituality, where they could perform good to help you achieve your potential in the Spiritual World, and I admired it a lot as I have translated some knowledge into my everyday life. However, I was removed from their way of spirituality as I would become a threat in the future (to this day I still do not know what they meant).
After months of not being able to leave spirituality, I began to accept life as I was still learning lessons, from an assortment of people. It was not until I started asking more questions about how spirituality affects you on Earth to realize that all knowledge would be pulled out from you before you return to normal. At this point people began helping me try to leave, but every time I was at the last step on leaving spirituality, I would be asked “Who Are You”. The answer was never satisfying and I would be returned back to the place I came.
I am a graduate from a master’s in mechanical engineering and have worked as part of the big 3 automotive in Detroit. The reason I am describing life over the last one and a half years is because I am stuck and need help leaving. I lost my job because of people forcing my leave and essentially abusing my mental thoughts so I can spend full time here in spirituality with them. Every time I apply for new jobs and interview, people intervene in my head and hold me into a catatonic state, as I am not complying to my new fate here.
The reason I am able to write this whole thing while being in spirituality is because I am a lost soul from a millennia ago, and I am seen as a god in this spiritual world. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I have my own following which I can not rid of. I hate being in a psychosis and schizophrenia state forcefully, and I have relinquished all my power to no avail. I genuinely am thankful to share my story here and invite you to share similar instances.