Basically, I got ghosted by my situationship after I revealed how I felt for her. I tried to make dinner plans, and she basically said maybe. This was a month ago now. No reply.
She had a lot of overwhelming stuff going on in her life, with her losing her business and stuff along those lines. I tried to be there for her, be present, and show up. But as soon as I tried to make things right with us (relationship), she pulled away and basically ghosted me. No definite date for dinner. These past 3 months, I would have to initiate the conversation the majority of the time.
Now it’s got me feeling like I’m just not good enough. I’ve been hitting the weights to keep occupied and watching my health and food intake better . But Godamn I feel depressed. I don’t really have friends to talk to about this. I feel somewhat embarrassed of the situation.
My last partner cheated on me and left me for that other man. I didn’t date for almost 2 years after that, and then that’s when I met her unexpectedly. We hit it off . She was so into me at first, but slowly over time, since I wanted to take things slow because of my financial situation I was placed in after my EX-wife
After year two I wanted to make it official since I was more stable with my finances and I really enjoyed her company and her attitude towards me very feminine. I really wanted her to be my GF and my everything,but since I opened up about my feelings the ones I hid the whole time to take it slow she ghosted me.
Now I’m here typing this pretty depressingly.
Pretty much have given up on dating at this point.