u/Maleficent_Kiwi8629

Hi! My name is Ma-lak, I have AuDHD and Idk where to put dis so I want to try here. About 15 years I was told by a classmate no 1 would marry a re**** like me which I did defend myself against what he said but it still hurt even now as a 30 year old, I wondered if he was right and I'm an unlovable monster... Ik I shouldn't feel dat way but unfortunately I do now, I stay at my mom's place and I'm dependent as a guy especially in my community makes me not worth a damn so who would marry me? Sighs... I crave a connection I can't have and it bugs me dat I can't stay alone by myself , wish I could be comfortable by myself but I can't....