u/Maleficent-Table2785

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Do you guys constantly get called 'kid' or other names that make you feel awful? It's gotten to the point where if I hear mumbled voices, I immediately get paranoid that people are talking about me, even when they're probably talking about something completely unrelated. Whenever I'm alone with my thoughts, just thinking about how having a baby face has ruined my life makes me feel so miserable, devastated, and like everything is incredibly unfair. It even spirals into some really extreme thoughts. I start having suicidal thoughts or urges to do something drastic. I know how terrifying this sounds, and I'm genuinely scared that one day I might actually act on it.