u/MageGalaxy

Anyone else’s toddler have an unhealthy obsession with these “robots” music? 🙌🏼😌 Never thought I’d preorder something for a toddler, mind blown lol

I found him gone unexpectedly on Thursday morning. Does he have anything he wants to tell me? Thank you in advance.

I am devastated, thank you for allowing me to share some pictures and vent here 💜

I saved Odin from an animal/ material hoarding situation in 2016. The second I saw his picture I knew he was my boy and that he needed to come home with me. Something in me screamed GO GET HIM! He was apart of so many first in my life, so many changes, and he was wonderful companion while dealing with a chronic illness. Odin was really funny, he didn’t like treats and rarely played with toys, he LOVED love, his blankets, and my son’s circle space rug. Even more than that he loved me. I nicknamed him shadow because he wanted to be everywhere I was. I miss him the most at night when the house is settled and quiet, I keep waiting for him to meow and hop onto the bed next to me.

This last month has been really rough on me, I was having severe problems with my feeding tube and I was in a lot of pain, he was there for me as always. I finally got my tube changed Friday the 24th and then I got sick, I was sick Sunday-Wednesday. He left me overnight Wednesday and I found him Thursday morning. Finding him will never leave my mind. I keep replaying how I could have missed him passing, how could I have missed the signs? How could I have not been there to hold him and kiss the spot in between his eyes?

Thank you Mr. Odin for your love. Thank you for teaching baby O how to walk (I’m convinced it was him). Thank you for your midnight gospels and close cuddles. Thank you for your kindness and patience. Thank you for waking me up from bad dreams and making me laugh by being the dark shadow running past me in the hall. Thank you for being such a great friend when I was pregnant and when baby O finally came home. Thank you for being patient with baby O as he was learning what a good friend you are (he misses you too). I hope you’re with me Mr.Odin, life and time don’t feel the same without you.

I haven’t been able to sleep and I hoped this would help but it truly isn’t, I could go on all night about you Odin. I love you and I hope you’re waiting to greet me whenever my time is up.