u/M1SF1TZZ

I want to be taken advantage of again

and it's eating me alive.

I was groomed online when I was around the age of 12 and it fucked up my mental health.

But I miss the feeling of being desired and loved. Even if I knew they were only using me to get off. I know that love wasn't real. I don't know what to do.

it makes me feel dirty and gross. sometimes I hate the person who did this to me and sometimess I miss them