Ok so I made a pact with a demon right before I turned 20 years old (sold my soul) like a day or two before I turned that age
I failed to fulfill my end of the bargain
And he’s been tormenting me for almost 13 years now
It’s complete misery and lots of nightmares
My question to the black magic community is,
Do I need to still fulfill my end of the bargain?
Why else would he still be here?
I imagine he’s doing it for a reason
Because anybody would have been over it by now
When I sold my soul I wasn’t stable and was homeless
So I didn’t know really what I was doing…
I was only 19 with no knowledge of magic
I was just messing around
When he came it was the most shocking thing and scary thing I have ever experienced
Completely traumatized
Please let me know
Should I keep pushing trying to meditate?
It’s slightly difficult because there’s 8 spirits inside of me trying to push my buttons everyday
Lmk
Thank you