u/LoyalFoot-Boy

So I stupidly had a one night stand with some girl I met when I was out with friends. About a week later I think I've been having several symptoms of what I think is Chlamydia. I have a slight itch occasionally at the tip of my penis along with a kind of whitish/opaque discharge with no genital stimulation. Maybe I'm overthinking it and getting myself scared for nothing but I am going to a walk in clinic to get a test here soon along with whatever treatment that follows. However on top of all that I'm just terrified. I had never been with anyone before, and the one time I was I ended up picking something up. We didn't even have penetrative sex, we just gave each other oral. I feel very ashamed, embarrassed, and disgusting with myself that I let this happen and I'm honestly scared of any judgment I might face from telling my parents, my friends, or even my doctor when I go to the clinic. I think I'm mostly going to keep this to myself besides informing any partner I have in the future (after treatment of course). I guess I'm just looking for advice and want to understand better how to feel about all of this. Sorry for a long winded post.