u/Lower-Item8946

When i was younger I used to eat, restrict and purge. I stopped that with the help of a friend who intervened. Now I've regained all that weight and then some more. Currently I'm at my highest weight and no amount of exercising, eating healthy or staying positive is helping me lose weight.

I'm trying really hard not to relapse, but at this point the bullying has turned external. A man I considered dating called me names when he heard how much I weighed. My skinny friends sit around and hate on how 'fat' they got while weighing half as much as I do.

I try not to be too hard on myself, but for my health I do need to lose weight. It's so hard to take care of my body while staying mentally sane.