I need advice
The detective finally reached out to me for my original post and I don't know what to do. He took down the names and numbers of everyone that was living in the house at the time and that it does include my ex-boyfriend and he's going to contact them and interview them on everything. I said he looked at the messages on my phone and he kept asking me the same questions and it kept making me more and more nervous. I know it's part of the process of trying to like get me to contradict myself or something but he kept asking if I ever at some point had feelings for the guy which I every time said no but it kept aggravating me because I had already answered the question like four times and I'm actually kind of nervous that he is going to try to retaliate against me in some way like his family is going to start harassing me again and I don't know what to do at this point. I talked to the detective about the harassment and basically he told me that I have to file a different police report and that I have to block them on everything which I already have. But they're still finding ways to contact me and I don't know what to do to do. I went to the cops and right now I'm just waiting but I'm nervous and scared. I don't know if this will actually go anywhere being as it's a. He said she said situation and his entire family and probably my ex-boyfriend is going to lie for him and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel about this and honestly my family is going away for the weekend and I'm not going and that means I'm by myself and I have nowhere to go stay so I scared something is going to happen and at this point I'm afraid they're going to show up to my job and my job's already been informed of that but I feel like my life is about to blow up in ways I don't want it to. I'm going to the gym everyday to get better for myself but at the same time it's not helping me. I found my journal that I had and about 2 to 3 months after the original incident that I posted about. I wrote in it and I'm surprised I didn't try to hurt myself back then. I mean I did but right after it happened my mental state back then was so bad and I didn't even realize until reading what I wrote. And I don't know if I should show the detective that or what to do right now. I hate having to wait and I feel like something's going to happen the longer I wait and I feel like they're going to lie in the detective's not going to believe me Right now I don't know what to do. I'm trying to gather all the screenshots I have but I don't know if they're going to make me more believable or make them doubt me