u/Low_Respect2215

myquals - 10th 94.2 ssc 12th 67.67 pcm hsc

I took a drop year my goal is mba in marketing

okay so I have 2 options,

ba in liberal arts- symbiosis pune, its my hometown, I can major in psychology and minor in marketing, and do german levels on the side till c2 (I have studied it for 5 years b4) live a good college life do on ground internships, groom myself well, learn how to speak better, and still be in touch with math and english here and there for CAT, and this will give me diversity points for cat

bba from iim Bodhgaya/Jammu - the beloved iim tag, im assuming its very time consuming and draining as a course, harder more competitive, less time to groom myself, and for cat, more networking, living outside my city, no diversity points, better on a cv

which one shd I pick

I never thought id be one of those people but well I feel really jealous of an extremely close friend of mine talking to a girl, I recognize this is a fucked up behavior and im obviously not going to interfere in him and the girl at all, but I do still feel this in my chest and my gut and this physically tends to bother me, help me what do I do.

context: we are both very verbally affectionate with each other, share a very precious bond been there for each other when nobody was and its been platonic, but this jealousy makes me question everything

please dont come at me I would never do anything to mess up their chances with each other nor will I ever be in a thing with him. even if he ever does ask me out id not want to be with him. I dont wanna lose him as a friend and I js wanna stop feeling this way, I just want to continue the friendship and be happy that hes found someone he likes

I thought of blocking him (but I could not) and disappearing because if things w him and the girl go forward, id never wanna be the girl bsf of someone's boyf who feels jealous or whatever, and this girl seems mad sweet too, I feel guilty but I cant stop feeling the jealousy in my chest. what do I do?

symbi entrance test?

computer some topics were very outta the blue, even with a time and work and time speed distance in arithmetic and other math ones

2nd may vaala help me dm mee