I (18F) lost my virginity to a guy (28M) last summer, i really didn’t want too at first because i was worried about regretting it but he convinced me over time mostly after emphasizing how it would be special for him too because he’s never been anyone’s first not even for his first time (keep in mind i was a minor at this time), fast forward to the present (now 18) and we’ve been hooking up casually for the past few months and hanging out almost every weekend. Last week i made the mistake of finding out he was talking to another girl my age (17 turning 18) and planned to meet up and do stuff with her when she came up for summer vacation, this completely broke me for some reason and i freaked out on him. I blocked and removed her from his phone, and he got angry at me and said that they had been talking for a long time and if she got mad she was ghosted she could’ve reported him, this made me come to a horrible realization. is he just using me until he thinks it’s safe to cut me off and i won’t report him? he’s a hs teacher, not at my school, but ik which one he teaches at. I don’t want to ruin his life but i want to do the right thing, ik if i did report him we’d never speak again but honestly i feel like us speaking now isn’t even worth anything truly to him, just a teen for him to hang with. im reeling from this so please be nice with replies i really feel so conflicted.
EDIT: these replies are hurting me so badly :/ thank you guys so much for the advice i promise im going to bring myself to do the right thing