To give me clarity and closure. An hour and a half in person conversation and I feel grounded in reality. Yes, he’s seeing someone new, yes he’s happy, yes he’s processed the breakup.
I know we aren’t meant to be together, but I’ve not moved on or processed this as quickly as him.
Now that I have closure, how do I actually close the door?
3 months post breakup and we lived together and were together for many years. He broke up with me on a random Weds, saying he wanted to be single and he moved on so fast! He’s already got a new girl. He told me he wouldn’t be able to date anyone for a long time but like we always knew, he’s a f****** liar 😂… It’s embarrassing honestly and especially cause he was such a mid boyfriend and I gave him my everything.
It has hurt my ego so much, it makes me feel very worthless and incapable of finding love in the future. I want to work on how this has made me feel about me but I don’t know how to shift the focus away from him, my envy, and resentment into a positive journey about me.
Let’s all just be listening to that one for a while… oh… and Orbiter