u/Low_Beginning7120

I've been trying minishifts and permashifting and i know people will say that in permashifting you just choose not to come back. but i did choose not to come back yet i still came back. i've been trying to permashift ever since that day i was very close and i've actually gotten worse in it. subliminals don't work on me. Wake back to sleep no longer works on me. i can barely even REM sleep. i really desire to move to a reality that meets my minimum standards and i'm very prepared to leave this reality behind. but it's like the universe is blocking every move i make.