u/Low-Time-946

I’m so angry about how he can just do this do me. He can just randomly decide one day that he doesn’t love me anymore that i “wasn’t crazy” enough for him to stay. even tho i waited for him while he was on deployment supported him was his only support as he says. i don’t understand how he can just stop loving me like it’s so easy and i can’t do the same. then he goes to the bars that I SHOWED HIM. it just makes me so fucking mad. why can’t i stop caring this much i just want him to reach out so i can scream in his face i want to make him hurt like im hurting. i hate him so fucking much i just don’t understand how this is fair that i feel like my heart was ripped out and stomped on and he’s just fine. i trusted him he was my first boyfriend and he breaks up with me over the phone after everything i gave him. i hate him so much.

i’ve tried to lose weight many times in the past, but I feel like I always get stuck at the 180 mark even if I’m doing everything right I measure out my food with a scale. I go to the gym consistently and try to move my body as much as I can with a desk job, but I just feel like I get stuck at the 180 mark and then I lose motivation. I’m a 22-year-old female 5‘6” and usually when I go on calorie deficit I try to eat around 1700 calories and focus on whole foods. I just don’t understand why I can’t progress past the 180 pounds mark. Am I just giving up too soon? The first part of my weight loss journey when I was 230 pounds I got down to 180 in about a year but then I just stopped progress without changing anything so I’m just really confused.