u/LostTendou04

It does not matter what fandom which fandom you are in, shipping is a big part of EVERY fandom. Fanfics probably make up 95% of every fandom. You can’t search up a fanfic on ao3 and NOT find a shipping fic 🤦‍♀️

Edit: some people keep misunderstanding what I’m trying to say. First I don’t mean that fanfics are 95% shipping, I was exaggerating obviously 🙄. And when I say people are against it, yea some people are, some people are against shipping what you like to ship, some people hate queer ships, etc….

I feel like I heard this from someone before that taking their epilepsy meds has made them depressed/more depressed.

I have school on weekdays of course and religious school on the weekends which makes me get up early everyday. For school I wake up at 5:30, eat and take my meds at around 7:05.

For religious school I wake up at 7:30 and take my meds at 9:00. All different times when I originally have my times set at 8:00 in the morning and 20:00 in the evening but as you can tell I can’t do that.

So it really important to take it at a set time?

Genuinely just the title, I’m tired of living in this house, having been wanting to get out since I was like 10? And the moment that really convinced me is when my dad broke my sister’s nose because she wouldn’t come down to do the dishes.

The plan I am had set up was; I would first finish highschool and get my diploma. Afterwards I can choose if I start in September or February for college so I will take the February option, I’ll work from June till December, full time, get enough money to move to the college dorms, find a part time job and keep paying my dorm ofcourse and save enough money whilst I’m studying to eventually when I graduate move into an apartment, in a province that is 2 hours away.

So is this a solid plan or not?

This illness has ruined the life of so many, destroyed it, made them depressed/more depressed.

But this illness has been kind of a blessing for me. It’s messed up to say and even more messed up for me to say this, but sometimes I wish I had a TC again just so I could land in the hospital and get away from my family. Being in the hospital is the only way I could get away from my dysfunctional home, and I had never been more happier in my life.

For just the three days I was there I had laughed and been more happier than I had been in months. I thanked God over and over again for the peace and quiet, for me being able to sleep and get enough rest, wake up to no noise, for people to not constantly shout my name and yell at me for no reason. I cried on the day I had to go home again and felt so empty. I wanted to beg the nurses to run some more tests on me or get something right then and there.

Weird thing to say, I know

Just the title, vent all you want to me. I listen and respond to every comment ❤️ I want to know about all the passions that you had to reluctantly give up.

I have already made some other posts, where people commented about how they had seizures when, where etc…

But I really want to know in depth how was life like for you before you got diagnosed and what has changed since you got diagnosed?

Ok, ok maybe it’s obvious, but not for me. I was first told I couldn’t drive for 6 months now I can’t drive for a full year 😭. And was wondering because I didn’t ask my neurologist if it’s okay to drive anything else, like a scooter, bike, electric scooter, etc… need to know because I can’t keep taking the public transport especially because I’m going to college next year 😭😭

I have actually never really seen or heard anyone say that they have been fully cured because I have always been under the impression that once you get diagnosed, it’s going to be with you for the rest of your life. So is it the truth or a lie?

I know that everyone takes a different medication but I just want to know who specifically takes Losferron and how do you deal with it because I hate it and only vomit all the time because of it. 🫠

I know I have only been diagnosed late February of this year and as I am writing this have just left my appointment with my neurologist, but my MRI was completely normal even though I also have chronic migraines but they couldn’t detect anything??

They don’t know what caused it and why I might even have it, so the ambulance has to be called if I even have one seizure that’s like only 5 minutes.

I used to have to take only 50 mg for both the morning and evening, now I’m upping my dose to 75 mg and 100 mg, and then only taking 100 mg.

I was wondering if increasing my dosage without really knowing if it’s needed could potentially increase my chances of having a seizure?

And I wanted to know the side effects of lamotrigine, because I don’t really know them and wanted to see what everyone has and compare it to what I might have?