Boyfriend (m30) and I (f29) had a really bad fight and he told me he hates me
We have been together for 5 years and I would say our relationship has been really hard. He is stubborn and has a bad temper so when we fight he lashes out and says really nasty things and breaks up with me.
Yesterday we had a fight because on a date we had he got drunk and it just made him really snappy and he took something I said out of context. He left me on the date and didn’t speak to me. I messaged to say how unfair I think he is and then he told me to just fuck off and that he doesn’t like me and would rather never speak to me again. He then sent me this message “screenshot this, bang it on insta, I HATE YOU, NEVR MESSAGE ME AGAIN YOU PATHETIC HUMAN, ciao”
I’ve been left feeling really deflated. We haven’t slept together properly in months and I do love him which is why I don’t leave but this is the nastiest stuff he’s ever said. We are meant to go away together on Wednesday but I think I’ve decided I no longer want to go.
Please could anyone offer any advise on how to navigate this ?