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I’ve always felt that my existence is really heavy on other i feel like everyone hates that i exist

When I’m at college i always feel everyone looks at me with a disgust look, i always feel they are talking about me or making fun of me even that i never a social interaction with someone there

I don’t even feel wanted in my family i feel that i’m a mistake

The album is great probably one of their best if not the best, the song beautiful everything in it is perfect
But my point is how do you view it do you get the meaning behind the lyrics that is about someone brother being stabbed to death
Or something else because I myself i always get it by envy and specially i relate it to Alexandre Cabnel’s the fallen angel painting

I’ve only listened to these songs

Frame by Frame
Elephant talk
Matte kudasai
The sheltering sky
Three of a perfect pair
Neal and jack and me