u/Lone_Omega365

there's this movie na i’ve been looking for for forever.

it is an old filipino movie, medjo grainy na yung quality niya (parang panahon nila legend dolphy and babalu ganon). yung story is bata siyang babae na short haired tapos mahirap at walang magulang then i am not sure pero parang nasa mansion siya ng mayamang family. i vividly remember the title being the little girls' name tapos letter m ang simula. like “matilda” ganon, just her name, but i dont know what it is na.

anyone? if sino man ang nakapanood na nito or alam ng parents niyo, drop it here. i really want to find it. thank you in advance!!!

(PS. what i recall is her being poor and having no parents and she's being praised for having multiple jobs at such a young age.)

Hi, I hope this post finds respectful and helpful people.

I an 18 year-old Filipina. Grumaduate ako noong 2025 as the Valedictorian of my Class of HUMSS. After graduation I attended PNU North Luzon as Gen-Ed then after a sem in my freshman year nagka-identity crisis ako. I am anxious almost every second of the day, the pressure is catching up on me and I was unmotivated. I don't want that for my future students. Nag-decide ako mag-out sa PNU after I got my grades. I had months to choose my next path and to work on my mental health. Nag-shift ako at hinintay at pinaghandaan ang admissions sa isang State University malapit saamin. I was confident about the course/program that I chose. I was a Dean's Lister back in PNU then I passed my entrance exam with an Above Average remark. I was so sure that I'll get in my dream course. This monday I found out that I didn't get in. I have no safety school, our family is too poor for private school tapos wala akong plan B because I didn't plan for this to happen. I didn't get in because of limited slots and ranking. Ngayon ipinaglalaban ko pa ang second choice ko if tatanggapin nila ako. But they said that they are not sure about anything but will try to process my request of being added sa wait-list kahit papaano.

Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Should I take another year off? Work muna? Hindi ba makaka-affect sa pag-apply ko next year yung gap year ko ulit? What should I do? May tips ba kayo baka makapasok pa ako sa isang slot? Should I go to private school knowing that even we could barely even afford my everyday allowance?

I genuinely don't know. Araw araw ako nagigising with uncertainty. I feel so down and depressed to the point that the easiest solution I can come up with is to just ---. I don't know. Guide me please....