Trying to ghost my family
i've been resisting to not write this post but who am i fooling , (sorry if my english is bad ) , i have my last high school year i'm planning to go to the nursing school to study there and after getting my diploma learning a new language and then get out of my country go without calling or asking ghosting everyone i want to start a new life , i know i'm a pig for thinking like this but i can't i just can't stay with them i feel like i'm gonna end up kms i love my family but i just want to leave them alone i love my parents more than anyone but idk i feel like i don't belong with people i'm just not comfortable never been and feel never will be with people arround me i just want to be alone , can please anyone tell me what to do give me advice idk just help me please