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Life is just so beautiful to constantly live life dreading on unfortunate circumstances and choices that are out of our control.

Life and people are disappointing. We can be better for each other! But as humans we’re getting worse at social and personal interactions. What happened to just talking. I reminisced the simpler days. Uncomplicated technology. Simple.

If Life gave u lemons well hell fuck make some good ass lemonade and if that shit is still sour then pour a lot of fkn sugar in that mthkfr.

Stop complaining, u don’t like something or someone then change it, stop it with the tantrums, Stop being scared! Stop limiting yourself!

Take risks or u will never experience life.

Don’t run at the first sign of trouble. Face ur fears and strengths head on head high, feet well planted and with a lil humility…. And so life goes on….

And u know what the Heart has a way of rebuilding itself. refilling those ventricles; pumping with warm, viscous blood trying to regenerate itself from every ache; just to find* *itself again broken & In Love Again.

“Life is Beautiful “

Baby just give me one more night. “Give me just one more night…… give me just one more night……cuz I can’t wait forever!”

You know we both fucken want it so bad.

Can you imagine the explosion of feelings, desires, bent up sexual energy! Gosh I’m so turned on as I write this now. Thinking about ur body! The way you made love to me. The passion I know ur capable of! Ur so sexy! But what I find most intoxicating and the biggest turn on for a person like me is ur Mind, your thought process, how u problem solve and come up with Hypothesis and theories. You and ur mind!

I luv being Mind Fucked!

I want to take my time with you. I don’t want to tear ur clothes apart! Fuck I want to savor every fucken moment. I want to slowly and ferociously undress u with my sight! I want u to see the hunger within me, the heat that radiates with one stare…. Oh baby u have no idea the feral desire within me!

Just one more night!

Hey Baby! Thinking about u these days. Hope ur okay sweetheart. I miss you. just talk to me and let me in.

I’m so fucken deep into these feelings I’m having for you. I think I have fallen for you. Not in a reckless way though! Its more of an acceptance type of LOVE. Not the obsessive, controlling jealous type! Those emotions are all rooted in fear and distrust. No what I feel has been transcendently different in so many good ways!

Yes u ain’t got it all and neither do I., but fuck if yelling it to the void that fuck “i want it all” and im not scared anymore I’ve been through worse. Your avoidant actions fall short to what ive seen and experienced and im tired of Running and hiding all my life!

Not anymore baby!

I want to see you and I want to be seen!

I’m in no rush I want to get to know u.

I want to know ever little fucken detail about u.

You are just my type in so many ways.

Ur soo fucken intriguing to me! Drives me fucken up the wall. All the mystery you carry behind ur walk and behind that fucken adorable face of urs. Ah and those eyes! Someone pls wake me up. Is this even real.

Idgaf if u run ur mouth or not! Basically u ain’t gotta do shit or even exist within the same country. It’s a feeling within ur soul!

Cuz baby what I want is already in existence! You fucker it’s you I want you!

But please wait…..

Listen Please…. No games baby! I want you, I desire you, I want to fuck from dusk to dawn. I want to make love noises with you! I want to be “devoured”. Take all of me I’m waiting. It’s getting a little uncomfortable… all this yearning and desire is building up and it’s hard to contain myself around u now! I want to run the other way when I see you but then I really don’t! Dammit!

Ah such ecstasy to be taken right to that exact moment of relief and pure bliss! I need and have plenty more to release. Baby let’s release together! U want to pls Say yes.

My desire to please you in every way and sense is insane! anything logical ur mind can think of is uncharted fantasy by any social norms ur used to! Also i love to spoil my partner, best home cooking, with hands crafted to provide love and servitude. Cuz after all that loving baby ur gonna get hungry! Know that I was created- made and I’m here to satiate every desire and need u want.

I love differently. I love hard. I love passionately. I love with devotion. I love with intention. I love with deep sensual expression.

Baby can you just Let me….

“Love the Hell outta you”

Gosh! Baby you look so fkn cute and adorable with those Fkn glasses u wear. U have no idea what u do to me, and u don’t even need to be close….Damn you don’t know what I wanna do.

My thoughts, my desires!

We meet up; our secret spot; u know that one place we’re we first kissed. (Gosh that 1st kiss was the 🪝 hook).

Then, Just fkn grab me and pull me in close to you. I reach in and gently take ur glasses off……

Hold on to this moment in time and space….. both Suspended in that gaze…

U then reach for my face and gently remove mine…..

as we stare deep into each other…….. oh my baby!

The ecstasy to just devour u….

To take u in.

To taste u.

then we just go for it! kissing the night away!

Tasting the Remnants of cigarette ash and coffee on ur tongue.

I want to share tastes!

Baby! But don’t you know that my heart lies within the vast oceanic depth and the currents sail through the storms….

Baby! But dont fret okay…..I promise……The calm does come!

But in the aftermath the ocean will swallow the remnants; undercurrents to be forgotten within a depth of darkness…..

The calm brings about something transcending & magical;

a beautiful hue of light peeking through the ocean floor…what a sight to see!

Even when the light is minimal, it still provides light,

Baby I know you can feel it and yet I also know it doesn’t provides you with warmth!

You will never be able to leave my waters. They are the “calm to ur storm”.

Simply chosen! You choose them because u want them in ur life: not because u need anything from them! I choose it all the good and the bad. I don’t need perfection! Just need consistency and the drive. We are all worthy of being chosen!!

NGL being alone at times is better; this way u don’t disappoint anyone; no person means there’s no expectation on someone that doesn’t exist!

At the end of the day God continues to chose me.

You know I see u right. Like u can feel my gaze my sight is so heavy. Even if im not looking my gaze travels thru wavelengths felt by ur spidy senses.

I like it when u look at me, its ok if I catch u looking. Turns me on! U have no idea!! But don’t look away so quickly. Soak in it a bit! Let’s gaze in each other from a far! Let’s feel that! So Intense almost like a ghostly orgasmic moment of heat!

I know u sense me from around the corner! U smell my scent like a damn fucken detective. U stop to listen and u sharpen in ur senses like a wolf on the prey.

You hear my soft angelic voice. Music to ur ears. U like how it sounded near ur ear! Those words that’s took me to that ecstasy in the moment; the words I said as u felt me: will they haunt u forever! Just like ur lips haunt me! The death kiss u gave me that one day! So softly they kiss and pull and nibble away!

My eyes they speak of things ur young soul could never understand. Because I have the unfortunate advantage of time in years & in experience. But age does not mean wisdom.

Oh but wait!

I see you as well. I like everything that I see. All the chaos all the madness in ur head! How u try to hide also and carry alot that u literally just Check out! I see it I feel it.. it’s me looking back!

We’re all flawed beings being seen thru the cracks.

He was supposed to save me and yet threw me in the ocean knowing well I didn’t know how to swim. No life vest, no SOS…. Nothing! I swam, tried but took in a lot of water!

Til this day the Ocean is where my heart resides. That it’s my home & its where it will reside for an eternity! It was abandoned left; forgotten!

It began as a small trickle within the cracked crevices streaming down my soul. Slowly chipping away the concrete & then eventually the dirt beneath me.

Does the ocean have a beginning and an end? I’m no longer by the shallows I’m real deep in to vast unknowns!

It’s a place of solitude, peace. It has undiscovered treasures waiting to be found. There is much love there.

Many creatures known and unknown live in the sea! The secrets it keeps and guards. The depths, some dark.

A different reality from what’s on the surface. Beautiful and magnificent in its own quirky-loveable type of way. The way it provides and gives. It shares & it gives back when u let the seasons do its thing!

Many try to navigate these waters and yet find themselves lost in translation. They only go in so deep and trek back due to their lacking in the ability to read and interpret celestial navigation or any modern chronometer chart or GPS. Now u can’t determine your exact position so as a lost souls u run back….. never taking the chance to go in a little deeper..

But I’ll tell u this!

“If u do decide to take that risk, come prepared bring ur essential life saving tools, life vests cuz in the event that any of my storms rattle the atmosphere u will be put to the test… if u drown in this sea u will become part of my ocean! I’ll never let you go. Your mine forever. My untouched and infinity treasure within my sea. My sea of life!”

A lil tip for ya…..

The waters are calm. How about some fishing 🎏🎣 Don’t forget the bait honey.