I am a fucking disappointment
I recently got my 12th result and i scored not good and my mother at this point has told me that I am not her son anymore. My father has previously told me that it's better to not have a son than having me as a fucking failure. Like at this point wouldn't it be better if I died like , my understanding atp is that people who can't score good marks and perform well enough academically should just die like i hope then this world would be a better place with a few less failures . Like why do i exist, like what can I even do now this is gonna be with me for my life . I don't expect solutions i just wanted to talk to someone I just wanted to have someone with me rn . Huh funny how my parents wish I didn't exist so that they wouldn't be humiliated in our family and friends uk all of them are smart and have quite a few achievements to there names like i wish I could be better but this phase of 11th and 12th was just a fuck up like. Wow i just wanna die atp but dw i don't even have the courage to do that huh such a fucking loser . Fucking bitch ass mf