i am 26 years old.
i’m still in the process of getting her US visa. she was recommended by a family, so sure i thought why not, we got married in 3 months (lol) i know…
but idk if she likes me, is it even worth it if she doesn’t? are women just like this?
we are technically married, her friends and family all know and we did a mini wedding together.
when we have sex today she got mad cuz i didnt cum quick and “get it over with”, she said she doesn’t even want to do it and just did it to satiate me, and i felt bad
IS IT TRUE that she must be in the “mood”?
i think she likes me for the security i provide (i’m paying for her rent and a monthly stipend) but idk if she is attracted to me?, and im an extreme push over. she has attitude with me and ill always give in, though sometimes she showers me with love. am i being retarted? she cooks etcs and could be a great family women i thought
i think she likes me, but isn’t attracted to me physically, she never initiates sex, and it always feels like a chore to her
is this worth keeping? both of our reputation is on the line if i break it now,
i am not a conventionally attractive male. would say im ugly even. so am i being unreasonable lol