u/Leading_Ad_6809

I don’t understand these men these days. I went out with this guy tonight that was begging for me to hang out. We had never met before and I met up with him at the place. We had a nice conversation and got to know each other a bit. He even offered to give me a ride home. We were getting ready to leave and he mentioned he needed to use the restroom and I said I would go too and then we would leave. Well he ended up either leaving while I was in there which wasn’t long, or he stayed in there til I figured it out. I gave it a few minutes before I decided to just leave. I checked to see if he had blocked me and turned out he did. I always wonder, is it my looks? My body? I mean he was shorter than I thought and I didn’t think anything of it. Is my personality too much? I didn’t think I was acting weird or anything. Maybe I’m too healed in this world where people want toxic unhealed women? This makes me nervous about going on future dates. I don’t want to keep hurting my own feelings by questioning why people do this. I just feel like giving up on trying anymore.