u/LeaderCommercial1310

A boy I know is currently going to come by just in four hours and I really don't know what to do. He has heavily hinted on wanted to have actually sex, penetration, with me when we don't even have a label or exclusive. I'm 16F and he's 17M, I just don't know how to make it come across towards him without losing the benefits and the closeness we already have for each other. And frankly, I don't think I'm ready to have sex at all and I know the danger of it especially in my age. I just don't know how to say I don't want to without him having to lose interest in me. How do I refuse without hurting his feelings or hurt his interest in me? We haven't gone the whole way and only have stayed cuddling and or giving oral but that's it. I think he has already bought condoms but even with that I am still terrified of it might breaking. He might feel that I have let him down, or hurt his feelings since he is the one stopping by my place in a few hours and think it was all waste of time. I don't want to risk contracting anything and or having the worse case scenario get pregnant. What should I do?