My bed is kinda starting to feel like a prison. A comfortable one of course, but still. I just can't make myself get up, even though I'm already several HOURS late for school and I even kinda want to go but it's just so difficult. I just don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sleep, daydream and maybe watch some relatable tiktoks.
I kinda miss school and the people and stuff but at the same time I doubt whether I'd actually enjoy being there. I just feel like everything and everyone is so far away even when I'm in a room full of people.
I don't even know why I feel so empty and numb.
I was even kinda happy until a few days ago, even though it still somehow felt wrong.
I don't even know what to do.
I don't have therapy anymore.
Yeah, I just don't know anything anymore.
I feel like I just keep drifting further away from reality.