u/Lazy-Resident9774

Thought he loved fent. That’s all

Tired of spending 2-300 for drinks and dinner. Drop your favorite go tos in the comments. Bonus points if it’s “date night” friendly

I can’t relate to people. I feel isolated and I struggle with the shame of being different. The only time I can love myself is on acid. When I see myself in a mirror I usually don’t recognize myself and I don’t like who I see. I was shown a photo once of myself and I didn’t recognize it was me, weird experience. My preprogrammed mind is a form of torture. Struggled with substance use and abuse since childhood. I wish I could make real meaningful connections but people don’t understand me. Do any of you feel similarly? Have you found anything that helps you? I feel like I’m just shouting into the void.