Anyone is afraid to discover they arent assexual?
In my teens I never bother to date because I used to be very sex repulsed. In that time I didnt even knew ace people could have relationships. Because of that being ace become a big part of me.
I also thought I was heteromantic, but after my first crush on a guy (when I was 29) I finally understood what it feels like to want a relationship. Its not that I didnt care about romance, I just didnt want to date women.
Anyway, I am afraid if I date men, do sex stuff and discover I like it a lot only realize I waste so much time thinking I was ace when it was just a strong internalized homophobia.
I dont know what to think, just meeting guys on apps already give me anxiety. I didnt even had courage to kiss one guy yet. I kissed a girl before and didnt like it, not sure if it will be different.