17F and I'm so tired of always being the second choice
I’ve had friends before, but I was never anyone’s favorite person. they’d always have their “real” best friends they preferred hanging out with, and I’d only get texted or invited when those people were busy. as soon as their main friends were available again, I’d get replaced or slowly pushed aside. it’s happened so many times that I’ve started expecting it now.
I just want to be someone’s first choice for once. I want to send someone a message about my day or ramble about the visual novel I’m playing without feeling like I’m bothering them. I’m a huge weeb, I love anime, manga, and especially visual novels (currently obsessed with a few and always looking for new recommendations). I’d love to talk about that stuff (or anything really) with someone who actually wants to listen and stick around.
I don’t care about your age or gender. I just want consistent conversation with someone who won’t ghost or replace me after a while. If you’re also lonely and want a genuine friend, please message me. I’m really trying to put myself out there even though it’s scary.