feeling stuck
22M ,I was bullied by a girl and her friend so much that i have been forced to take help from a psychiatrist from a renowned institute , i have to travel in bus again and again ,and i was prescribed some meds which i suspect is causing me to have sleep problems ,i uncontrollably cry every day, and haved depressive episodes almost daily and my neighbors have been kind of pissed off, There was a girl whose friends used to tease me and tell me that i have a crush on someone ,she verbally abused me and eve teased me but crossed boundaries, she did'nt attend classes regularly and dropped out in 4 th semester ,she was a frequent absentee and idk how she was never mocked for not complying with not wearing college uniform, one of my friend told me to stop coming to college when i had health issues and i got detentions in every subject of previous sem ,people randomly called me patient of schizophrenia and Bipolar disorder and my teachers said to my parents to show me to a counsellor and demanded my proof of sanity again and again ,my class advisor called me slurs about my mother in front of whole class and my friend never told me she used to talk shit behind my back ,i was somehow kept away from that girl and her friends used to tease me again and again ,a girl with similar face structure and height called my Pa a mentally unstable person ,i got moderate score in entrance but my grad marks were ruined ,my class advisor told students to not talk to me and kept me in isolation ,even after repeating an year that girl called me slurs and her friends whom i trusted most started backbitching behind me ,her friends used to mock me for apperance and my classmates behaved rudely and also some of them threatened physical altercation, now i would be graduating a little late than my peers and i won't be able to get a B-School i already have a gap year before i started my undergrad ,the teachers used to poke fun at my health issues and students used to laugh at me when i had fatigue and body pain ,i just think i would not be able to get a job and even there is enough time for me to prepare for entrance ,i also find it suspicious that my parents are not sending me to college and i felt drowsy and told them then they just behaved aggressively with me ,my mom would give me assurance of ,that she had told faculties about these incidents but i saw my department head talking nicely to that and that class advisor faculty hurled verbal insults at me
