I struggle with my artistic expression
I've been an artist since childhood and wanted to pursue it as my career. Every job i had made me miserable and all i want to do is art. But i always have hard time actually getting inspo or any idea of what i want to express or how to do it. I gained some popularity on social media but my art still doesn't satisfy me. Sometimes i just sit and cry while drawing because it's just doesn't feel like what i want in art. But I don't know what i want, i thought about it a lot, analyzed myself and my life, experimented, tried something new and i still have no clue. I love drawing so much but this indecisiveness brings me so much discomfort. It's like having drive of atomic bomb with nowhere to channel it to. I'm really lost now and hope my chart can bring me answers.