I 17M am an agnostic. Born in a sikh family. Growing up i was invested in god and all his tales. Recently i started question things like how do u even prove that theres a god.
In my family my dad and his brother trim their beards so growing up i thought i could too but apparently not. My mom and dad both consume alcohol, tho my mom rarely drinks its still against the sikh religion.
Today i asked dad if i could trim my beard as it looked bad imo and just wanted to try and see if that looked better or maybe that changed how it grows. My dad allowed me too but as i went to show my mom, she was aggravated. She almost cried. She was angry and sad at the same time. She wont talk to me now and keeps on comparing me with others my age.
She overlooks the fact that she herself drinks, eats meat and waxes and stuff. I dont know how to go about this and could use some help
I sincerely apologise as i understand i may have hurt the sentiments of the sikh community but i believe in the teachings more than God himself. Kisi ka bura na karo aur hone bhi na do and selflessly help others.