Hi! So I'm a 20 yo girl. I was in a relashionship with a boy for 3 years and some time ago we broke up. I knew he loved me and I loved him as my friend at least, but as he was my first relashionship I didn't understand that you aren't supposed to feel bored and like in standby in you self expression. I guess he just wasn't a person for me to date, maybe it was because he is a guy.
In my mid teens I kissed some girls and had one massive crush on a girl (I was obsessed with her), then I got rejected when I gained the courage to tell her. I was pretty sure I was a lesbian by then. Then I started dating my ex boyfriend and it all just got put aside, though now I really want to go out there and kiss girls and stuff. But I have no idea if I will ever want to be with a man again. I didn't enjoy sex and I wasn't particularly attracted to him. However I do find some guys attractive and feel like I want to kiss them. Usually they are feminine bisexual man tho.
I'm just confused and I know I have to explore who I like, but also, it's not like I have someone to kiss everytime I can, or anytime at all...
If you have any advice or relate, that would be great. Thanks