i live in a really conservative country where being queer is not okay and there’s absolutely no protections for queer people at all and i’ve always wanted to and still do plan to move away but so many places are tightening visa requirements and immigration laws that i’m scared i’ll never be able to go somewhere i can transition and live how i want!! it’s worse because im from pakistan and im sure you’ve seen how people talk about us… and it’s just like my worst nightmare to be stuck where i am </3 i’m still hoping for the best so i’ll just apply anyways after i graduate :,(
i really don’t want to put it off either but i will if i have to
it’s just that i’ve wanted to do it since i was a kid and the environment just got so much worse as soon as it was time for me to actually do it ..