Day 1 of denying lust.
Originally I used this site for gratification on my sexual desires when I know I shouldn’t.
I would always try to refrain from this temptation until it would either become too much or until I’d give up.
So I’ve come to a conclusion that maybe I can use this for myself as a cope to stay away from such cravings.
I find myself trading long term goals/ and true comfort for temporary pleasures because it “feels nice”
I kept looking for that subtle fix to get me through maybe 5 days at most.
But I’m tired of living like that, the fog that follows with the guilt that I carry.
I am doing a terrible job at keeping myself occupied or distracted when the day comes, but I feel maybe I’m not trying hard enough so far.. hopefully this may be that push I should be putting on myself rn.